damn i havent been on here in years haha lol jus kidding..welL my life is going very good for me....and yea man i miss CHICAGO...but yea i miss my baby too...lol...

"TRUST NO NIGGA FUCK A NIGGA

GET YO OWN SHIT TA LET HIM KNOW

HE FUKIN WIT A RAW BITCH"

man did u ever get the feeling inside where you thought that your life was worth living for and that everything around you makes you just so happy that all you do is smile, but then one day it all falls apart because of certain things you can't explain to yourself...like when you find that right person in your life that you love and wanna keep forever in your heart and you never wanna give up what you have...welL thats how i feel, but dont you hate when it all gets ruined...it sucks and hurts especially if you already have problems piling up on each other...i love him so much and i dont wanna leave him and it just hurts thinking about it and it makes me jus wanna cry cuz i think that day is coming where i have to leave him just to make my parents/family happy... i just dont think my parents/family understand like they dont believe in YOUNG LOVE...all they think about is the type of education a child gets... and stuff like that...so they're sending me off to CALIFORNIA to live with my aunties/cousins...i guess they just think its best for the kid to get sent away for a certain amount of time and come back PERFECT....but that isn't true...its actually sad...but whatever that's LIFE i guess i just gotta deal with it, but all i gotta say is that TRUE LOVE only comes around ONCE... I WILL MISS EVERYONE OF YALL...I LOVE YOU<3

\\ Miss ERiCKA LANE TOPACiO //

++ o1.1o.o6 ++

Me & My Baby

ERiCKA & ANTHONY

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! <3

"Can't Live Without You"

[Verse 1 Pleasure]
It's 4 O'clock in the morning.
And she ain't feeling right.
I'm on a first class trip.
Through this place called life.
I don't know what to do.
Cuz my body's still shaking.
I know it's time to man up.
And start my education.
I need someone to call on.
So I called on my bestfriend.
I said "Bro, I can't take it".
He said "Boy, stop tripping".
So I hung up the phone.
Packed my shit and got right.
I know what I gotta do now.
Be a man and face life.

[Chorus Pleasure]
Maybe we could work it out.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.
And everytime I think about it.
I know a nigga can't live without you.
Ain't no need to cry about it.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.
I even wrote a song about it.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.

[Verse 2 Spectacular]
At the beginning you was gone.
I was staying wit my momma.
I stayed getting in trouble, man.
Straight damn drama.
I started dancing so I stayed out of trouble.
Cuz I stayed in school, selling candy so my money doubled.
But then you told me man, dancing was for punks.
Then you told me come and stay.
And you ain't care what I want.
You told me come and dance and rap wit my brothers.
You taught me how to love and how to care for my brothers.
And then you taught me all yo hustlin' skills.
Just in case I get alone I know how to pay bills.
You told me I was straight regardless of a deal.
And I love you man for that cuz you always kept it real.

[Chorus Pleasure]
Maybe we could work it out.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.
And everytime I think about it.
I know a nigga can't live without you.
Ain't no need to cry about it.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.
I even wrote a song about it.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.

[Verse 3 Slick'Em]
Now that I made it, it feel real good.
Take you out the hood.
Put you on B and the block in the middle of the woods.
And as hard as it seems, you was there for me.
One bedroom apartment.
On 6-0 14 number efficiency down in Coverly.
Told you I had a dream.
And even though I like to cheat.
I'm going along my Geogria peach and that's a promise I'm gone keep.
To the end, never gone blend.
And I can hear you tell yo friends.
And I can see you wanna buss and fuss with yo brand new Benz.
To the world, baby it's yours.
I'd give you the world cuz you not no ordinary girl.
I'm yo son, you my ol' girl.
My momma, we shared for 19 years.
And from the bottom of my foundation I'm telling you how I feel, and I love ya.

[Chorus Pleasure]
Maybe we could work it out.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.
And everytime I think about it.
I know a nigga can't live without you.
Ain't no need to cry about it.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.
I even wrote a song about it.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.

[Verse 4 Baby Blue]
See, I fell in love wit ya.
Wanna raise my kids wit ya.
But you left me all alone wit tears dripping down the picture.
I remember the day like yesterday.
May 9th, to be exact.
I'd do anything to get you back.
Even though I know you ain't coming back.
I'm serious as a heart attack.
Could we get it back the way it was?
Cuz I know you had some outside influences that pulled a plug.
The reality, Junebug, girl I know we'll always be together.
I got you locked away deep in my heart, always here forever.

[Chorus Pleasure]
Maybe we could work it out.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.
And everytime I think about it.
I know a nigga can't live without you.
Ain't no need to cry about it.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.
I even wrote a song about it.
Cuz you know I can't live without you.

MoOd: Confused..THiNKin

++ CHiLLiN at MARY's ++

man fa some reason whenever i start talkin to guys it goes out good but then it falls apart its like fa some reason i cant eva find tha right guy and thats some shiet...welL i'm talkin ta this one guy but i dont know if we talkin talkin or what??...he so sweet ta me tho and he so cute n stuff...but i dont know what to do...ya know.. what im tryin ta say is that when is a girl ever gon' find that man of hers and why do it take so long.. i dont knoe but yea... holla at me...

\\ ERiCKA //